Well this is month 12 & thats officially 12 BFN :( so so so sad ?

Hi, i can't imagine going through every month just waiting to see if AF will arrive. I can understand your longing for a child of your own though, although i have been able to get pregnant relatively quick i have had bother actually holding onto a pregnancy. I started TTC in Feb'08, First positive test in April, m/c at 5wks, fell pregnant again straight away after this with no period in between, however i miscarried again in the form of a missed m/c at 12wks. I was devastated as i had already had an early sacan where i saw the fetal pole and the heartbeat and had no m/c symptons at all. I then went on to suffere a chemical pregnancy at 4/5wks after this. The only way i find to deal with this is to believe that everything happens for a reason and that when it is our time it will happen for us. You still have 3days to go so there is still a possibilty, don't just rule it out as yet and if this isn't your month then 2009 could be YOUR year. Take care and good luck